Everything was going well oh so I thought,until I started getting weaker and weaker by the day.
It came to such a point whereby I could not even lift a simple glass of water for more than 10 seconds.
That is when I decided I had to go to the doctor (forgetting that I had The Most High Elohim on my side),which was a mission on its own as at this point I could hardly get off my bed (so I had my younger brothers help me,as they were staying with me at the time).
I had random palpitations and felt dizzy all the time even when my stomach was full with food.
I felt weak,helpless and shaky and scared me very much as I kept thinking to myself:"who is going to take care of my child if I cant even take care of myself?" And I would cry on end.
I got to the doctor (GP) and she did all the examinations on me,and told me what I feared to hear and somehow didnt want to hear her say it.
She told me that something was wrong with my heart beat,that she found irregularities coming from my lungs as well (please note that I dont smoke).
She said that I had 6 months if I didnt start the treatments as soon as possible because it can only get worst without chronic medications and specified treatment to regulate my heart beat.
I had to go to a cardiologist (please note that a specialist is atleast R5000 for consultation alone)so that they can put me through sonas and scans and locate the problem (I was supposed to go through heart surgery as well so that they can extract a tissue for proper formulation of the antibiotics I needed to stay alive she said) so they can start a proper treatment.
This news honnestly shuttered me in pieces.
She gave me a whole bunch of anti-biotics (I had a walking pharmacy in my bag) just to keep my heart pumping right.
When I got home I sat on my bed and spread out all the medications she gave me and those I had to buy from the pharmacy.
I started talking to Elohim and said:
"Thank You ABBA for this precious moment You have given me in Your presence,please forgive me for all the wrongs I have done.
You heard what the doctor said about my heart today and You know that:
1.I cant afford to go to a specialist, I'm just a simple nursery school teacher;
2.I know the promises You have given me in Your Word-Your said to me that You have wonderful plans for me,plans of joy,peace,love,riches,long life and good health and not the opposite!let that promise be true for me today in the name of Yeshua!
3.You have also told me in Your Word that it is written:The rightious shall see their 4th generation,I have only seen 1 and still have 3 more generations to go!so I refuse,I will not die but I shall live and proclaim Your grace to the world and it is Your promise to me!in the name of Yeshua I pray Amen.
4.These medications I will not take again for a second course as I'm trusting You have healed me."
Even when I told my former employer the name of the sickness the doctor said,she told me straight:"you dont want to go google that,it will only stress you out as it is not good at all!
I was booked off for a week,even then I had to force myself to go back to work.
5 years 6 months later:
Im still alive and healthy,I did all the things I was told I couldnt do like gym and cardio and aerobics,basically anything that will require my heart rate go higher!
Im not living on any anti-biotics or any medications at all!
I praise Yahweh Rapha for keeping me alive and making me well again,I believe and is convinced that something greater is on the horizon for me and I shall go to the world and proclaim His grace upon my life!
I don't know what you're going through,but know this:
Yahweh Is faithful to His word for it is written- My word does not come back empty without accomplishing its purpose; for He Is not a man to lie neither a son of man to repent from His word!
Have a blessed week ahead all
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